Happy New Year! :D

Here goes my first post this 2011! Wooohhh! :D
Today is January 1, 2011, in numbers, that would be 1-1-11. Nice, right? :)

And as always, on a new year, we'll never forget, NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION!
I know we should always change for the better not only for the spirit of New Year but it gives you more boost to do it right if there's a new year coming.. or a new year came (since it's already the first day of the year). So, for this year, I promise to SAVE! I already started last 28 by putting 500 bucks on my piggy AND I'll continue it the whole year! There's just so many things I wanna do and go for this year that I really need to save. And yeah, for sure, because I have a lot of bills to pay. I feel like an adult already. Sheesh!

And for this year, I hope that my relationship with my boyfriend will blossom.. even more! I want us to be together until the next New Years to come! :D I still wanna experience a lot with him. I really really wanna grow old with him and have kids.. but not this year, okay? Let's just make that clear. Haha. I wish he won't have problems with school as well. That he'll have good grades, enough for him to finish already. I want him to be happy and I want his parents to be happy and go home as soon as he graduates. I don't want him to graduate just because OUR future will be nearer but because I want his family to stay here. I know there might be issues with our relationship once they'll be staying since we'll be lacking more time but at least, they'll be happy, right?

That's it for now. I think I'm getting sleepy again. Ciao!
Happy New Year again my dear blog! :D

Mamang and Papang

My Rich Cousin C. His dad just PMed me in Facebook asking if his son is already here. FYI, his son is here in the Phil since.. I can't remember. But he's on a vacation here. He wants his son to experience life here since they've been living in Canada for a long time already. But hell, all he did was go to places.. and I'm very envious! I hope I can travel like him. I hope I have a lot of money for that!

He's here now, in the Metro, but he was from Visayas.. probably with Mamang and Papang. I hope I was there too! I missed them! :( They were really not my relative but since I got to know them 2-3 summers ago, I became to love them. They're such a lovable couple! And I got to know them because it was their golden anniversary. Amazing, right?

Papang do have Alzheimer's disease. He tends to forget things already and there are times that he cannot remember Mamang but Mamang still takes care of him. You can really see that she do love Papang. And whenever Papang remembers Mamang, you can see how he love her too.

I want that kind of love. I hope I'll have that kind of love. It'll grow until I'm old already and it won't be a hindrance with the love that we have that is so great.

I hope that would be me and boyfriend. =)

Sweet Nothings

R: bebebs ko walang iwanan ahh
L: opo. :x
pag ikaw, iniwan mo ko, ano gagawin ko sayo!?!?
R: sampalin mo ako
L: sampal lang??
R: para matauhan ako
pabugbog mo ko
kasi naging tanga ako para iwanan ka

OH YEAH! =D

WANT: The Spa

I haven't experience full body massage. I wanna experience one! I want one from an expensive spa.. and I wanna experience it at The Spa! According to Mojo, it will cost me P1,200. But if it will really worthy, why not? I looked into The Spa at Facebook and they have this couple massage. Weeeee! Boyfriend, let's try it! :)

I hope I have a lot of extra money for that. I hope I have tax refund. I hope. I really hope! *sigh* My workmates are planning to go to Star City at the next payday, and of course, I wanna join. I think I'll be having extra money for that but I was thinking of using it already to pay electricity bills e. *sigh* I hope I'm done paying the washing machine already! That would be 1k extra!

Basta.. I need to have that massage ASAP. My body aches more than the usual. :(

REMINDER: Letter from Bebebs!

Just a reminder for tomorrow:
Did you receive your letter?
How do you feel about it?
Was it a feel-good letter?
What does it says? Whaaaaaattt?

I just hope he remembers to write me one.
Good thing I forgot about it! Hehehe!
And at least, I did not expect awhile ago.
But what if I expect later and I won't receive any?
Waaaaaaaaaa. Bahala na. =s

WANT: Skate

I wanna.. skate! Ice skating! I wanna try it!
I wanna try it with you!
15? Let's see. Basta.. I WANT! =D

I just saw April's photo and her fam doing ice skating at Canada.
So, I wanna try it. Since I haven't tried it yet. Hehe!
Or roller blades! I wanna have the feeling of, you know, flying?
Or that sudden rush? The feeling that you're scared but excited?
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I wish I'll remember it. :D

Kill me.. NOW.

Huhu.. Can you kill me now? I'm really not feeling well. I hate first days! The only good thing about it is because I was not delayed and I have my period! Psh.

I want a hot compress. I want a massage. I wanna have my period at boyfriend's house. Know why? Because he really takes care of me. He really cares. He really do whatever that can ease the pain. Right now, I just want a hug. I wanna feel like crying. ='(

Oh yeah, here's the time of the month that I can be insecure, irritated easily, release all of my bad moods and such. Is it good? Err. At least I can be pampered as well. I wish. But I hate it that he's not here right now. :(

Blah. Blah. Blah.
Whatever.
Basta.. I just hate this feeling!!!
Can I be absent later?
Can this be an excuse? =D

Sexxxxxy

There are clothes that whenever you wear them, you just feel so sexy, right?

And here's my top 2 pick:

1) Jacket



I wanna wear a jacket, alone. I wanna wear one, with nothing underneath. But of course, I won't be roaming around like go shopping and stuffs - but it sounds cool. Hahaha! I would wanna wear it and go to my boyfriend's place and TA-DAH! Surprise! I'll bet that he'll get hot, just in case. =D

BUT I don't wanna experience the one I saw in a trailer of a movie. The girl went to the boy's pad, say sorry and open her jacket, revealing her nude body. Just to find out that her boy's friend is actually there -- at the living room and saw her body as well. Major boo boo! I don't wanna experience that! That may be the most embarrassing moment.. ever! Just in case it happen to me! =s


2) Skirt



I remember boyfriend saying to me that he wanna go out with me, wearing a skirt and a top, and that's it! He wants me to wear the skirt with no undies! Then, he was planning that we'll watch a movie or stroll. Maybe he thinks it's sexy, and I bet it is. I'm just not that comfortable with the thought. Or let's say, I need to plan it well before I do such. I should do it after my period. Or a week after so that.. insert-gross-things-here. Argh! Just by thinking about it, makes me wanna cover my face in case it'll happen!

Actually, I'm planning to do it later. But I guess, it's a bad idea for now. I still feel hot all over since yesterday! Maybe because my period will be coming already within the day or two that's why my libido is so high. ARGH.


Good luck to me then! I really wish I'll be able to do those things. I'm excited to do that! I already thought what jacket to wear.. plus boots! I already have a perfect skirt for the second one but.. I really need to plan big time for that.

Wish me luck, okay? Ciao!

Hot all over

Oh yeah, I'm done. It's all your fault, boyfriend. Why did you make me miss you that much? And why do I do? Didn't we see each other last Saturday? Or, yeah, it was only yesterday that you went home. But why do I feel this way?

So hot all over. I can't stop myself from thinking about you. It's because of that chat at Y!M. I wasn't able to help myself out. I ended up, you know what. Haha! I wonder what you did. Are you thinking of me? Are you imagining me? I wish you are.

I can't wait to see you tomorrow, baby. I love you! :x

Imortal

I'm getting addicted.. again! So this is what long weekend do to me, huh? Last time I watched Imortal was last week of November, but since that time until last Friday's episode, I was able to watch it on YouTube. Oha. I'm really addict! And even though I was able to watch it already, I still wanna buy the dvd copy since it's already in the market! And yeah, I still wanna buy the Lobo DVD copy. Hehe! Idk what's with it but I'm really hooked.

I wish there's long vacation at work. Like Summer when you were still studying. I wanna have 1-2 months of not doing anything.. of getting bored of not doing a thing! Then I'll just be doing dvd marathons. Right?

Wishlist/Goal Board

Note to myself: Create a wishlist and goal board. Wants go to Wishlist. Needs go to Goals. Just wanna mess my room some more. Haha! I'm planning of not only posting my wishlist and goals at FB but also in my room. A simple reminder for me to save more. Right? I want to design it as much as I can. Will I use illustration board? One thing is for sure though, I'll be dropping by the mall to print pictures about it. I think I'm really into visual. I always need to see it as for me not to forget it. I really think I'll be using the Starbucks planner whole year round because I always need to jot down notes. Idk, I'm really becoming forgetful already! Sheesh!

Too much blabbing again.. here I go again. Hehe!

Reminder!

I hope this budgeting thing is not only a spur of the moment thing. Hehe! Anyway, I already created 2 notes about my budget scheme. I already put it at the front door of my cabinet and at the wall beside my bed. Please, help me to fulfill it. =s I wanna keep my budget promise! I don't want to miss anything every pay day. It's really important.

Next stop, to put it on my Starbucks Planner as well. I'm thinking of putting a little note at my purse as well and to my phone. I think I really need to do those for me not to forget my promise.

So help me God.

Lola cried =(

I remembered Lola's face yesterday and there's the proof actually. Lola cried after I gave her my gift even though she haven't seen it yet. She cried because I have a gift for her but she don't have for me. :( It's touching really and it's quite irritating to think of the people that making Lola suffer financially.

Recently, she paid for 11k for the bills. I promised to help her to pay the bills but lately, all I did was to buy things and treat her for lunches that doesn't matter much. Or maybe it does. I dunno. But for now, I will really try my best to treat her well when it comes to financial things. I wish I can always go to the other side of the house, but I think I'm still not in good terms with our favorite uncle that's why I'll keep it cool as of the moment. *sigh*

Oh Lola, I love you so much. I hope I can ease the burden that you're feeling, financially. I hope you'll be able to go back to Georgia again, or this time, to Canada. I want you to just enjoy your life since you're old already. I don't want you think of negative things and problems anymore. I don't want you to have that wrinkle on your forehead. I want you to just smile and be carefree.. and I wish that all of my wishes will come true before you leave us. I want you to be happy. You definitely deserve it.

On my part, I'll try my best to keep you happy - treat you to lunches, shopping and buy things you wanted for yourself. I won't get pregnant so soon as well. I want you to see my graduate even though my heart doesn't feel it yet. Wait for me, okay? Wait for me to graduate first before you leave. Please? I remember your mom. I want you to wait for me. Okay? I love you, really. <3

Budget.. Please!

I'm always really thinking about budgeting but I really don't have skills for that. Even if I take a crash course for that, I don't believe I'll still be able to manage to do it. Good thing boyfriend is good with budgeting. But of course, I'm not always telling him everything when it comes to money. I'm more scared of him being angry with me spending my money for a lot of leisure alone. ARGH!

Okay, let's try budgeting again.
1) I'll be paying 3k tomorrow for the BPI account because I wasn't expecting that I was supposed to pay on the 13th! Tsk. But moving forward, I should be paying 2k every payday. (Check Starbucks planner for the nth payment)

2) Allowance is always 2k. Payday is every 2 weeks, so 1k per week. Stop yourself from buying unnecessary things like books! You still have a lot of books that you're not yet done reading!

3) 1k for DSL and electricity. P500 for DSL every month since Uncle Budz talk to me already that we'll be paying for P500 each for the 1k expense every month. The other P500 goes for Lola, a little help for the DSL electricity that we're costing.

I'm still thinking if I'll be helping with the electricity bill here at home since laptop is costing us more electricity. I'll be thinking of talking to Kuya to ask if he can take part since he's almost always using this laptop. I was just thinking since I'm already allotting 5k for my needs.

I usually have 7k-8k salary. Big thanks if I'll be getting 9k per payday.

4) P500 for savings. Always, always, put P500 for the piggy bank!

I think I'll be needing to put a note at the back of the door for my expenses. For me not to forget about it. So that I'll always be thinking about it.

Okay, I think that's it for my budgeting. There goes my P5,500 from my salary. OUCH!

Expenses.. Expenses.. Expenses!

I already got a look at my pay for this coming Tuesday and it's quite good for a 28th. Almost 8k. (Sshh! That's our secret, okay?) Actually, it was P7,994. Damn P6! Too close for 8k! Haha! Anyway, I don't care about the payslip, really. I wanna have the money already since I have a lot of things to do with that. Or let's say, little, since I have a lot of bills to pay. Sheesh!

Tomorrow, I'll be paying 3k for mom's BPI account. P2075 for this Lenovo laptop and P833 for the automatic washing machine. I know it's quite a lump on my throat but it's still fine since I'm able to use both. Like for this laptop, I was able to complete the Imortal TV series marathon and even though I was done watching it until last Friday's episode, I still wanna buy the DVD copy! Quite an addict, right?

Anyway, there goes my 3k and I still have 5k left. Of course, 2k for my allowance and then, 1k with the gifts for my close workmates. Hmm, I'm thinking of a code name for them! Let's see. Why not use Powerpuff? Ahaha. I remember putting Powerpuff girls at the Freedom Wall at work and then, I put our names there. Blossom would be J. Buttercup would be R and then I'm Bubbles! :D Hey, I forgot the other J - let her be Mojo Jojo. Haha! So, I hope I'll be able to budget 1k for their gifts. Mojo wants a shirt from F&H or Bench that will costs me P300! If only I can budget P500 for them. But it's unfair if I'll just be budgeting P100 each for Blossom and Buttercup, right?



Let's get a recap:
P3k Laptop and Washing Machine
P2k Allowance
P1k Gifts for Powerpuffs

That leaves me with 2k! Can I use it for my date with boyfriend? Err, I'm not sure yet. I still have to pay Mom since I still owe her. What happened with my budgeting before?? I hate it. When will I learn to budget? Care to help me out?

Edit: I forgot! I need to pay for the DSL and I was planning to pay for the electricity. Really, what will happen with my pay? My salary is really not enough for me. :( I hope I'll be a supervisor already even though Mojo said that there will be a change as well with your expenses if you have higher salary. But at least, you'll have higher salary. Right? That's what matters most.

NO to pregnancy!

I still can't remove it from my mind.. that's why I thought about blogging it. I wanna get married, I wanna get pregnant, I wanna have a boy and a girl and a husband.. but not NOW. Idk why I'm thinking about this stuffs but I'm really really really scared right now. Is it because we did not use condom last night? LOL But seriously, I'm really scared.

There's a lot of things that I wanna do with you. There's a lot of places that I wanna go with you, as a couple - boyfriend-girlfriend stuff. I don't wanna deal with problems about our own family stuff yet. I wanna mind about buying things I want for myself, or things I want to buy for you... like your Spalding basketball ball, helicopter with remote that costs 2k and the NERF gun that costs what? 3,5k. I don't want to think yet about how to budget money for milk, diapers and such. I want to mind my budget for out-of-town trips and cool girl stuffs. I still wanna buy toys that I want as a kid, and not toys for MY kids.

These are the things that are just going on my mind right now. And yeah, WTF? Sheeessh. Bye now!

Noche Buena.. where?

I was too tired yesterday, December 24, after our date. But it was fun! You had your first time experience at Don Juan, isn't it nice? :) And then, more eating for us! Hahaha! I'm sorry if I was irritated. It's just that, you don't want to ask if there's a fee for the wrapping at Toy Kingdom! :( But it was worthy, I had a gooood experience awhile ago. Hahahaha! Muntik na talaga ko maka-top score! LMAO.

Garabe. I'm really soo sad this Noche Buena. Feels like, it was not Noche Buena at all. There's no food. They did not cook the spaghetti that I was asking you to cook but you can't since it will be your first time to cook that. Hahaha! And then, there's only salad on lola's place. :( I really felt that I should have come with you.. I should have spent my Christmas again with you and your family. I'm sure I'll be enjoying it more like last year's. *sigh*

I'm not keeping my hopes down. I'm still hoping that today, Christmas, I'll be enjoying it. Time to give gifts later! I'm excited! =D