DATE: Fun Run

R and I went jogging before from their house to how far P35 in tryke can reach. But that's not a Fun Run. That's not something for a bigger cause. And his sister (with boyfriend!) been doing this several times already that I got curious. Unluckily, we weren't able to join one for this coming Sunday -- Condura. :( Late registration! Late arrival of money! Hmp! But her sister said that there will be another on March 6. I wonder if we'll be able to join.. I WANT!! Another one-of-a-kind date! :D

Forget-me-not ring

Mom never tried this before on me but I read about it. They tie a knot on your finger to make you remember something. So that when you see you see this tie on your finger, you'll remember something that the person who put it want you to remember. :)

This looks like a tie but it's really a ring.. and that makes it cute! I wonder if I can find one like this here. It costs $56 in fredflare.com

I wanna be the reason.. :)

Your Mind. Blown.

Oh yes, I'm being addicted with this site, OMG Facts. Thanks to my dear boyfriend who kept on browsing this page and I can't help but check it out.

Trivia maniac, eh? Best word to describe my boyfriend. <3



When you put a seashell next to your ear, it’s the sound of your blood surging in your veins, not the ocean.

Wedddddings!

As I keep on browsing Jeff and Lisa's site - they are photographers - I can't help but to be awed with their photos. I can't help but want to get married ASAP! But hey, I'll be needing a lot of budget for that. Haha!

Anyhoo.. here are my picks as of the moment.

Jeff and Lisa Photography (70k-110k)
Twenty O Four for Wedding Invitations
Phoeben Teocson Videography (40k-95k)
Wedding Gown by Veejay Floresca
Wedding Gown by Veluz



I just posted them since I might totally forgot them even though I bookmarked them here.

I really need to save a lot if I really want to be one of the clients of those people! Definitely, there prices will go high once I decided to get married already. Wish me luck that I'll be able to afford them by that time! :)

Reunion

Gooood vibes! :D
After (more or less) 4 years of not seeing each other and not much of communication, I finally saw them again! Started with creating a group in Facebook and then, ta-dah! Instant reunion! Look what technology can do. :D

And I just arrive from our meet-up. My stomach is still aching because of being super full and because of endless laughing! Nothing beats them. They're the happiest group I ever had. :D And they stayed with me.. no matter what. Even though there were times that we lost communication and all, we still manage to go back to that time that.. as if there was no gap that happened. And that just what happened awhile ago. :D

I am just so glad. :)

Guys should really try this

1. Touch her waist.

2. Actually talk to her.

3. Share secrets with her.

4. Give her your jacket.

5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.

7. Hold her.

8. Laugh with her.

9. Invite her somewhere.

10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..

11. Smile with her.

12. Take pictures with her.

13. Pull her onto your lap.

14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.

15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.

17. Kiss her unexpectedly.

18. Hug her from behind around the waist.

19. Tell her she’s beautiful.

20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.

22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.

23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her. 24. Make her feel loved.

25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..

26. Don’t lie to her.

27. DON’T cheat on her.

28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.

29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.

30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.

31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.

32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.

33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).

34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly. 35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..

36. When people diss her, stand up for her.

37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.

38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.

39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.

40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHE'S LOVED.

41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.

42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.

43. Take her for long walks at night.

44. Always remind her how much you love her.

45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love ..

He's worthy

His worth.. is more than our friendship.

It wasn't me who choose that.

It was you.

It was you who was not able to understand

that the love that I have for him and for you

are not the same.

And probably, what's going on your mind is..

He's gonna leave but friends won't.

But guess what?

Up to this point, he hasn't leave me yet.

But you? You left me already.

Look whose wrong in the first place.

What's more?

What's more than to receive a text from him within the day?

What's more than to talk to him every day?

What's more than to see him once a week?

That's all I'm asking... *sigh*

Before you think of something else, my boyfriend and I did not fight.

Since I went back to work, I'm just kinda busy with it and same with him who is busy with school.

I know, I know. This happened before already. I'm just not yet use to it.. like my shift.

I haven't adjusted yet. Haha!

I just wanna talk to him once a day. Even though I receive texts from him, it's still not enough. It makes me miss him more. *sigh*

And even though weekend is approaching already, I'm not yet excited. We're gonna see each other next week pa! *sigh*

Work missed me more :(

I came in at 11pm last night even though my shift was 1am.. and ended up not extending anymore. I just lasted until 10am, the end of my shift. And even though I already done a lot of things, I still have pending!! But as far as I know, it's only the Unscheduled Activities Report that I'm missing. Worse it, that's the dreadful report. Psh. Good luck with me later! =s

But still, I'm happy. I'm happy that I'm back to work. ^^ Just like what R said, I'm just the only person who looks forward to work because he's not looking forward going to school yet. Haha! I dunno. I'm just happy there and I have a sense of being and importance. :) If you feel that there's no reason for you to stay, of course you won't stay right?

Speaking of staying.. my bosses are already asking for my IJAF (Internal Job Application Form). I need to do a new resume again including some traits to put there. Tsk. I really hate doing one! But that's for my behavioral re-take. Seriously, I'm damn scared. What if I won't pass again? What if I fail the people who are expecting so much from me? I understand that before, I was really not ready yet even though I already handled a team, then. But now? Am I ready? Can I make it? Ohhh...

So help me God. =s

Embarrassing Moments (Hah!)

January

Saturday

I was sleeping already when R asked me to move from bed since it's a single bed and he can't fit in if my body was on a slanting position. But I said "No." One of those sleepy time that you'll just say, "Ehhh.. Ayaw." to whatever people will ask you to do. Still, he pushed me aside and tried to lay down beside me. And then.. HE FELL. It was hilarious. =)) I really woke up after feeling that he fell and was laughing while saying, "I told you, I don't want to move."

There goes his Embarassing Moment #1. Haha! There's actually #2 but it's more of a yucky thing that I don't want to write about. Peace, men! :))

Sunday

After being discharged from the hospital and arriving home, I already went to bed since I was very sleepy. I was on the same position again when R asked me to move. Then.. I FARTED. A very looooong one. :)) R then said, "Sige na nga, wag na." And we can't help but laugh. =)) Actually, at the hospital, I kept on farting that R kept on telling me not to keep on moving in bed because I always create noise.. fart noise. :))

ER Incident

Sunday morning (madaling araw), I was rushed to the hospital. During the evening, I kept on waking up due to diarrhea until it hurts so bad already. :( Usually, I do have toilet visit whenever I don't have a blanket wrapped on my stomach and air kept on going through it. It makes my tummy ache and ask for some appointment (hehe) to see the throne. But yesterday was different. It was very painful to the extent that I was crying. I kept on crying because of pain. :( Good thing was, R was there. It was one of his sleepovers. Saturday going Sunday morning. He kept on holding my hand and trying to make me calm but it hurts real bad that we went to Mom to wake her up. I wanted to be rush to the hospital.. for the first time. It's some bearable pain anymore. 1 hour pain? 1 hour crying? I just can't take it anymore.

Mom asked R to drive the Tamaraw but he was afraid. I'm not really sure as well if he can do it since he told me last week that he's afraid of driving it if Mom will be riding as well. Automatic car, sure. Just some jitters on his end but some old manual car? I doubt it. So, at 230AM, we hailed a cab and asked to be rush to the hospital. Sickness? Acute gastroentiritis.. that I believe I mentioned several times already. Hehe!

At aroung 5AM, I was discharged already. ^^ Hell, first time! I'm just grateful R was really there. He kept on making me laugh.. especially when I fart. :))

Sickness

Psh. T_T

I wasn't able to go to work last week and filed for sick leave. Reason? Acute bronchitis. I don't know what's happening with my body right now. Maybe, it's already asking for some pay for what I have been doing with it.

**My stomach is growling again. In a minute or two, I'll go back to my throne. =s

But I went to work last Friday morning to check schedule and stuff. I was alarmed that my lady boss texted me asking if I can go to work Thursday night because my partner is out due to flu (which he spelled as "flaw" over the phone. WTF?!) and nobody will be looking at the CMS, of course. But since I was still not feeling well, I did not go that night but instead, went there during the morning. Unfortunately, it just made my condition worse because it was so cold at the office. According to one of the coaches, I was still pale. While one of the QAs said I was still hot with fever. But what can I do? Just what Blossom said, "Pabibo hotdog na naman ako." Tsk. I'm just not really comfortable with the schedule that will be published for this week. Sirk cannot do it all alone because every week, he still asks me to double check it for him. And yes, even if my partner is there, he won't be able to do it. What does he knows, right? And yeah, I'm being mean right now. :P

*BRB. I really need to go to the bathroom. =s

**Oh well, my ass was just as noisy as hell, it was very embarassing if someone will hear it. Hehe!

Going back, due to my foolishness Friday morning, I wasn't able to attend a reunion with my 2nd year hs classmates. :| I really wanted to, I just feel really sick. :(

But right now, I am not. :) I mean, I don't feel what I was feeling last week but I have another sickness, the reason for my toilet excuses, acute gastroentiritis. Or maybe diarrhea in layman's term? But I think it's worse. And even though I'm feeling fine, I can't go to work with this. Especially that I usually experience it during at this time of the day. Wee hours, right? And it's like my lunch time at work.

I'm also having problems with what I can eat. I cannot eat dairy products and those that has oil in it. Sooo.. good luck! Resourceful on the spot! :( I just wish I'll be fine soon.. like tomorrow noon! Hehe! Please? :)

T.M.I.

Too Much Information. Yeah, I'll just use the header of this blogspot with that information. Whatever I'll be detailing to you or blabbing might be too much information for others. And hey, I don't really want others reading this. Okay, okay, silent readers will be fine as long as they won't have any violent reaction with my blog. Anyhoo, this is my blog, I can write whatever I want. I just need to be careful. Hah!

January 17

I'm still awake, eating Spanish bread and getting a feel of my stomach. It goes, "Grrrrr. Grrrr." It's like an angry one with some rally going on inside. Reason? I have acute gastroenteritis. I was diagnosed with this sickness yesterday, at around 4 in the morning as well. What's with that time?

So, I can't sleep yet and internet is not working that's why I'll be saving it in a Notepad. I guess my uncle removed the other plug again for the net. Tito Topak talaga. Tsk.

Just expect to be bombarded with my posts as soon as net is up. ^^

I missed Blabbing! =D

There's just so many things that happened during the weekends that I wanna share with you but.. since there was a lot, I don't have the time.. back then. :)

Let's just go through those things...

1) Lenovo beyveh

Since I'm typing this one and getting pissed off with this keyboard, I remember something. R and I went to Greenhills last Thursday to ask on how much do I need to pay to have this laptop cleaned. So, we went to where we bought it and they said that it'll be for free as long as we have the receipt with the warranty but it may take 3-4 weeks if they are the one who'll be doing it because they will be forwarding it to IBM. That left me hanging on whether

I'll be leaving it there or not. Almost a month with no net? That'll be hard. And then, they said that it'll be better if we'll just go directly to any Lenovo service center which is.. in Libis or Makati. Hmm.. We also checked out other outlets and asked and one of them said that it'll cost me 800 bucks but it will just be cleaning. So if there's anything wrong with the laptop, there will be additional charge. :-|

2) Flowers

Just as I told you, he's not gonna bring me any. Oh I know him that he's not the type and of course I told him. Know what he said? He asked me what kind of flower do I want. So I told him that I don't want him giving me something just because I said so. I know, I know. There are just things that you should be telling to guys for them to know. They're not fortune-teller, yes. But maybe I was expecting more sweet bones from him? That can be, right? And yeah, it doesn't matter what flower he'll give me. As long as it's something that will surprise me.

He gave me a flower before, a blue tulip, and something that I asked but I really don't care what he'll give. If it's a bouquet, super much better!, and as long as it came from him from his one initiative, I will really really appreciate it. ;)

3) Fruits

Hey, even if he did not give me flowers, not that I was expecting, he brought me some fruits. ^^ We ate the watermelon once we're in the room already then last night, we ate some orange. Then this morning, I ate some apple. :) I appreciate him bringing those for me.. for my health. You know, I was sick for many days already and he's really worried that made him thought of bringing me some fruits. Thoughtful, right? =D

4) Me getting sick. =| Okay, that will need another entry. That's it for now! Bigla kong inatake ng katamaran. Tsk. Zuma's Revenge muna! ;)

We fought.

Or rather, I was the one who got pissed off and got mad at him. X( Who wouldn't? Psh. I woke him up before six and then I called him up again before 8am and he was still sleeping?? What's the use of me waking him up early in the morning? Psh.

I just wish that he'll bring me flowers as peace offering but I doubt it. As much as I want to, he's not the kind. I actually receive a flower from him before just because.. I asked. Not because he wanted me to shower some flowers.

And hey, it's our 25th month today. Aside from bringing fruits, that he promised because I'm sick, I wonder what he'll do to make it up to me. But I still think.. NOTHING. He'll just show up as soon as he can here. Psh. Can't he play the part of those guys who love showing affecting to girls? *sigh*

Photographer?

Hey, this is cute. Haha! Since I don't have a Tumblr, or prefer not to use it, I'm just gonna post this here. ^^

Funny how people who do have overpriced camera do think they're professionals already or a photographer. Psh. I actually know one person who is not really into Photography but since it's actually "in", she bought one. Now, she's asking to borrow a digital camera saying that she's not really fun with those SLR. Isn't it just a waste of money if you're really not into it and just thought about buying one just because it's "in"? Psh. People!

ANTS!!! X(

What's with them?? F*CK. I'm really getting super pissed off with these red ants. First, they were on my laptop. Second, I saw them crawling on the switch box of our lights. Third, I saw them inside the container of cotton buds! GAHD. What do they want?!? X(

Okay, I get it if I was careless eating while in front of the laptop.. and most probably, there were sweet crumbs that fell that's why they are staying under my laptop. But.. what's with the switch box? And the cotton buds? I don't think there will be food there. IMPOSSIBLE!!

*sigh*

I know I need to do some cleaning but I'm still not feeling well. :( I hope by tomorrow, I'll have the strength to clean up all of this mess. ARGH! And I hope these ants will go. Stressful!!

Oh, I remember. When I tried searching in Google on what to do with my laptop being infested with ants, they said that it's either I was eating while using it or.. it's the cold weather and they are looking for hot spots. It still leave me wondering about the box and buds though. Hmp!

Salary Increase

Now, let's talk about money. Darn it!

Tomorrow would be our payday and usually, evening before that, salary will be posted already on our Online Payslip. I checked it out so that I can start my budgeting for this cutoff and.. I was surprised. It was higher than what I expected. So, I checked out the details.

ND Retro Pay?

OT Retro Pay?

Salary Adjustment?

What's all this?!?!

I thought ITR has been given already but on second thought, I don't think they're gonna give it the same day with salary. Then I started computing when I saw these things. I had my 2nd anniversary at work last October. I'm glad the salary adjustment came in earlier than expected but.. wait!! *looked at basic pay* My salary only increased for 700?! or let's say, 702.50?? UNFAIRR!! I think I wanna look at my job offer before.

*looking for the doc*

**asked Mama**

Darn it. She forgot where she put it and I forgot as well! :(

*thinking*

I found it! But hell, it doesn't include here that salary will be increase for 1k after 2 years of stay at work. :( It includes here that my basic will be increase for 1k after 6months (regularization) and then another 1k after 1 year of service. After that? NONE! :( Why did I not ask about it before? :( The joy of having a work? Excitement of being offered a job? For the first time? *sigh*

Now... It's all useless. I won't rant anymore. Psh. At least, there was still a 700 bucks increase. Right? *sigh*

But..

But..

But!!

It's really useless! Tss. My PAF (Performance? Anuualization? Form?) grade before was 3.2 and the highest is 4.0 and I got an increase for 1,100 instead of just 1k. (If you got the passing grade of 3.0, that's where you'll get the 1k increase) And now that I got a 3.6 grade, I only got 700 bucks increase?? WHAT THE?!

*inhale exhale*

Sayang energy.. Yaan mo na nga! Pera lang un! Psh.

Text Galore

I've been reading in Bedroom Blog about Veronica's attitude towards texting with her boyfriend, Logan. She's not a fan of convo like "Kumain ka na ba?" or "Where are you?" text messages. She's not fond of texting with her bf every minute. And I just can't imagine myself with that situation. I dunno. Maybe I have thing with text messages or maybe because that's the only communication that I have with R. I don't feel fine whenever I don't get to text him within the day or me not receiving any texts from him. I also make it a point that we get to talk to each other every day over the phone. Addicted to his voice? Maybe. But it's somehow our way of knowing what happened to our day.. without each other. ^^ Or it's the other way for me to be relaxed. :)

Maybe I'm not the type - like Blossom and Veronica. When Blossom and her ex was still together, it was fine for them not texting each other for days. They know everything is fine and they don't feel the need to text each other but.. really? I just can't believe it. It's like.. how can you be close to each other if you're not texting each other and you don't often see each other? Yeah, in one point or another, distance makes the heart go fonder. But doesn't it make you forget about the other person as well? Because you're use not talking to him as much as possible? That can go to friendship since it goes a long way but relationship? I really don't think so.

I know, I know. I don't get to text with R as often as during summer especially now that he's back to school but at least, we're still texting each other and sharing our whereabouts. Maybe it's not yet time. Maybe it will happen to us once he do have work already but.. I dunno. I'm just reallly not a believer for no communication for days.. with your partner.

One-liner

As I cut my nails while waiting for Windows to load, my mom asked me,

"May sakit ka ba or suspended sa work?"

What a question?! Psh. How can I be suspended from work when I haven't receive a single memo in my life there? Oh yeah, I received one, but it's only a verbal/written warning for speaking too much vernacular. Hahaha! But suspension?? Yeah right. =))

With my stay at work, there was a time that I went AWOL for a week. That was after my birthday last 2009 and that was crazy time. Haha! Nobody knows where I am and my mom even called office to ask if I was going to work because I'm not going home. Haha! I actually write a blog entry about it here. Crazy time. But this 2 days? It was not crazy time at all, I was really sick.

Oh Mom. =))

Deleted. :(

I was deleted by my "friends" in FB. What now? *sigh*

I was browsing through tagged pictures of me this afternoon when I noticed the name of my friend on black. Usually, if it's blue, it means you're friends. If it's back, it can mean that the person is not your friend and s/he's on private. And I was surprised seeing her name on black. So, I checked out her profile and ta-dah! I was not her friend anymore in FB. What I did next was to check our three close friends to see if they are still my friend. JD is still my friend but apparently, Sweetcheeks is not my friend anymore. :(

It hurts me. It really do. I know I did something bad from the past. I know I don't have time with them due to work and R. But, that's it? That's just it? That's how far our friendship goes?Sweetcheeks even greeted me when I had my birthday last year. I know Doc do have hard feelings on me since I'm pretending to be fine with what happened. I never contacted them anymore, yes. But I never said anything bad against them or to them. Do I really deserve being remove as their friend? I know it may seem like not a big deal, but since FB is our only communication, it do matter. Right? I was meaning to talk to them. I was not removing them as a part of me but.. why? WHY?? :(

I thought they would be like my friends before. Those friends that even though we don't have constant communication, when we see each other or get to talk to each other, we will still have that bond. Like what happened awhile ago with my friends from First Year college. It's been ages since I last talked to them and communicated with them but it doesn't feel like there was a gap that happened. Know what I'm saying?

Are they expecting me to talk to them since they remove me from their list? I dunno what to do now. Let time heal itself?

*sigh*

Wensha Spa

Oh, I'm so excited! This coming Saturday would be my 25th monthsary with R and we planned to go to a spa. :) Originally, we're going to Star City with my workmates. But we're not sure if that will still push through. Maybe I can persuade my workmates to go to a spa.. but whatever. I really really wanna go to this spa! Actually, any spa will be fine as long as I have my body massage. My body has been aching for eons already. Maybe for overworked? Or lack of exercise.

Sadly, there's no couple room there. So, I was thinking of bringing my dear cousin with me. But it all still depends on the budget. ^^ After the spa, I wanna watch a movie. But maybe we'll be watching a movie first if my cousin would be coming in late.

End point? I'm excited for this coming Saturday! Days seems so slow right now especially now that I just stayed at home due to my fever. :( I'm planning to go the clinic in awhile but I remember that Shy will becoming over. *sigh* I'll just rest for now. Ciao! :)

Spacebar!!!

I hate thisspace bar. REALLLLYYY! I'vebeen meaningto post somethinghereon my blogspotbut this space bar kept messing up with me. Damn you ants! It's all your fault! :( Idunno why do they keep on staying underneath that space bar.Itmakesmewantto hit thespace bar harder and harder until all of the ants die under it!Damnthem!Because of them Ikept on pressing backspace to removeletters or words that I typed already because there should be space in between.ARGH!! I wish it'spayday already so that Ican go to thenearest place to have my laptop clean from ants. BUGGER!! :(

Sick. :(

Oh yes, I'm sick, literally. :( I don't want this feeling. I can't even taste anything. All I feel is dizziness and not wanting to go out. :( I even need to go to a clinic because of this. :( I keep sneezing and coughing. I wish I'll feel better already. I wish R is here. *sigh*

Stupid! Tss.

Just a while ago, I noticed how stupid I am to post something with my name on it. TSS! As in, That's So Sweet, right? But so dumb as well. Anyway, I still trust my instinct that no one will be able to know my secret blog here. ^^ * cross fingers* Oh well, I'll just delete that stupid post. ARGH!

Casa Santa in Antipolo

I know that Christmas is done already. But there were a lot of splurge that happened during the holidays. Reason for us not to be able to go to a lot of places. But I still wanna go here! It's just in Antipolo.. I just don't know how to go there. Hehe!

Three kings is not yet over, right? Or maybe we can go next Christmas. I just wish! :)

Ants Attack!

*Photo deleted due to stupidity*

F*ck. F*ck. F*CK!!!! I hate those ants! They've been staying under the keyboard of my laptop since Monday! :( Some people suggested to use blower or Baygon spray. But we don't have those! So, I just started to put some Baygon chalk on my dear Lenovo. :(

Right now, I was trying to search answers from Google. It says there that I might have been messy and eating while using my laptop or it's the cold month already and they are searching for some hot spots. :(

I'm currently at Lenovo Philippines to ask for some customer service support. I wish I can have it fix as soon as possible! Or I wish I have my money already so that I can just pop up any near store to have it clean! :(

Stresssss!!

Just thinking about writing something about work, I'm getting stress already! *sigh* I need to be overdelivered for Canada. I'm currently at 109% and we need to be on 110%. As for USCS, we need to hit 98% SL later in order to pass SL for this week. But just the same, since Andalusia is failing and need to hit 157% SL - which is very impossible!! - it's Dooms Day later! :(

I'm irritated with my partner as well. I was late coming in to work awhile ago because I don't wanna see him. He don't have any good news to me or good thing to do. He cannot tell me anything that will make me cool down. It was his fault. Really. If only he did not cancel the OT yesterday, I would have got 96% yesterday instead of 86%! ARGGH.

Seriously, I'm happy at work. I have a good relationship with almost everybody. But when it comes to my main job, I'm easily irritated. One of the agent even told me, "Minsan good mood ka, minsan naman suplada. Pero mas madalas ung masungit ka!" Hahaha! I know right? I dunno. Whatever. :P

I just hope that our whatever I pray for with the SL will happen. Please?

Baby Alive Part 3

Oh yeah! My Baby Alive is finally here! Actually, it arrived this morning together with my cousin but I wasn't able to post yet since our router was f*cked up. Just the same, I'm as happy as ever! Finally, my long wait is over! Weeeeee! :D

I already informed R that I already have Baby Alive and he's quite sad. :( I know. I understand him. He wants to be the person to give me something that I want the most. That's really understandable. That's why, sometimes, I feel like there's something wrong with me being happy about it. =s I just told him awhile ago that I'll wait for the second Baby Alive that he's gonna give me. But I'm thinking that by that time, I'm not that fond of that already. =s So, we just talked about buying baby goods! Hahaha! Like diapers, baby food and stuffs. I already checked the site and yesterday, when we were at Toy Kingdom, I saw there that the diaper costs 200 bucks and it's a 6-pack diaper. When I checked the site, it's cheaper, of course. But it was only 40 bucks cheaper. Hehe! The same price goes to the 10-pack baby food. :)

So, I just need to buy those and then I'll start saving for other things.. like our supposed-to-be vacation this April. I really wanna go to the beach! Or somewhere out there. :)

Going back to Baby Alive and R. Hmmm.. Maybe there are other things that his parents can buy for me there. I was really thinking that he's really sad because he already asked his parents to buy one for me but I already have one. *sigh* What to do now?

DAD

Yesterday, someone added me up in FB. I don't usually just confirm people in FB if I don't know them. So, I checked out her profile but I cannot see other than her information.. basically because she's on private. So, I confirmed it due to curiosity since I can easily remove her from my friend's list. What makes me really curious is our last name. Yes, ours, since we have the same last name. You know, we're the second family of my dad. Last time I saw him was 2005. He lives somewhere in the North (Metro ha?) and was a barangay captain back then, I just don't know now. From what I know, as soon as my grandparents knew that my dad do have a first family, they asked him to go away from us. So, he went back to his first family. Mom told me before that his first wife actually know about their relationship and agrees due to old age, I guess? I cannot remember it vividly now. But I quite remember the last time we met. He even asked me to sit on his lap and that's what I remember the most. After that? I dunno. I just remember that we went there because mom's telling him that she'll be getting married already. Actually, they got married before that but it was forfeited because my dad's married to another person. I remember that day that my dad was asking mom to stay, and that they can live together again. But mom choose not to. Maybe because after all these years, nothing happened anymore with their relationship - as much as they love each other. Maybe because it's all wrong.

So, right now, I'm having quite a conversation with this girl who added me up. Looks like she's not my stepsister at all because I saw her parents on her profile and her dad doesn't look like mine. I tried asking her if she knows my dad but she'll just be asking her dad about it.

Now, it left me wondering.. where's my dad know? I wish I can see him. He's still part of me, you know. I still wanna see him. I still wanna know what happened before. I know my parents won't be together anymore but at least, I wanna have communication with him. *sad*

Baby Alive Part 2

Aren't they cute? Waaaaaaa! I really want one! I want the first doll! I don't want the American or the somewhat African looking doll.. I want the one who looks like Asian! Hihi..

I can't stop myself not posting another blog about it since my boyfriend and I were talking about it awhile ago. Just this morning, I called him up since I miss him already. I dunno. The shorter the period of time for our next meeting, the more I miss him so badly.. or maybe I'm just too excited. Hihi.. Anyway, he told me that he already asked his parents to buy me Baby Alive and it'll be included on their package once they're back here in MNL this June. He already had an agreement with his parents that he'll be paying it once it arrives. I'm actually shy when he talked about it. I did not ask him to do that but still he did. Maybe, he do feel how much I wanted to have that. R is really sweet, noh? I never thought that he'll bring that subject up with his parents. I know that his sisters are asking their parents to buy stuff there but I wasn't really thinking that he'll be asking his parents for that. It's just that.. it's not his type. Or maybe because he wanted me to buy his NERF as well! Haha! I attached a photo below for you to know what that is. Of course, it's boy's stuff. What do you expect if I was asking for a doll? Haha! I'm just not sure what her parents were thinking when I asked for a Baby Alive doll. Hahaha! And to think that I'm older than their kid. Psh! =s

Now, I'm more pressured to buy him the NERF. Haha! I'm still saving, you know. But thinking about it, I haven't bought him any present yet for Christmas. =s I hope I'll have my VL/SL credits already this month.. including the Tax Return! I just hope I have that tax return. Hmp! Maybe I'll buy him a ball for basketball first since that's cheaper. I can easily buy one on my next payday. Then, I'll save for the NERF. Aside from the 500 bucks that I'm allotting for savings, I'll be saving another 500 bucks for the NERF. But wait, what if my cousin will be able to buy a Baby Alive for me? Holy cow! What will I do???

*thinking*

Remember I told you that I asked my cousin to buy Baby Alive for me and then I'll just pay her? We had an agreement that I'll pay her for 2 months (4 gives) in case she'll be able to buy me one there since it's cheaper there. But R told me awhile ago that his parents are planning to buy me the Baby Alive as well once they go back here. I'm more excited with my cousin buying for me since they'll be back on Wednesday already and I'll have it! But I can't say no to R's parents. Maybe, I'll just ask them to buy a different Baby Alive. Y'know, there are different kinds of Baby Alive. The one I wanted the most is the Baby Alive learns to Potty since it does a lot of things. But I'm fine with the other Baby Alive products as well.. except for the Bouncing baby since what it only does is to keep on bouncing -- irritating the hell out of me! PSH.

I dunno. I haven't told R about it yet. I'll just wait for my cousin to tell me if she was able to buy one for me. From there, I'll cross the bridge.. if I'll still be asking to buy another Baby Alive (which is quite pointless and just being a spoiled brat). As for now, the only thing that is sure of is.. me buying the ball at Toy Kingdom for R since that will only cost me 500 bucks. And then, starting next payday, I'll save for his NERF toy. ^^

I miss her

What's with the world? Why am I checking out my exes profiles? Hmp! Result? I'm missing her. Actually, I'm bitter about her pamangkin, my very first inaanak. I'm happy with her relationship with Z of course but I just can't help myself thinking that, I was supposed to be that one -- seeing my inaanak grow up as a very gwapo kid. I was supposed to be the one close to him and not Z. But because we drifted away, there goes my chances. Actually, I even have a gift for him. But I don't know on when will I have the chance to give my gift. Maybe this week? Or next week? I don't know. I'll just drop by, for sure.

I just can't help myself to be jealous. I don't want any relationship anymore with her. It's tiring even just about thinking about it. I'm just over and done with her that I already tested it. Haha! Last month, we were supposed to be seeing each other but since I have my anniversary with R, of course I picked R. He's the present and my future. :x I just wanna be friends with her. And I know that we can't bring back what we have before. But at least, I wanna be friends. I wanna see my inaanak again! For sure he won't remember me anymore.. and that makes me real sad. :(

Wish me luck okay? I hope I can have the same relationship with my inaanak. I really really wanna be close to him.. anyway, he's my first! :P

FB Comment

It's funny how I appreciate simple things he's doing for me.. or affects me. And yes, just like a "like" or "comment" on FB, I feel elevated already. Weird right? But that's just how I feel. Haha! I don't know. There's just this feeling that I feel special whenever he replies to my wall post to him or if he commented on my post.

It's proven and tested that he don't basically check notifications on his FB and he doesn't check his profile to see if someone posted on his wall or not. There are times that I get tampo already because he wasn't able to read my wall post. I know it seems like a small issue but for me, it's like, I gave my time and thought before posting anything so I want you to take the time to just read it. I'll appreciate it a lot if you'll reply. It's like a text that always need a reply. Of course, I'll be expecting that from him since he's my boyfriend, right?

Yesterday, I posted on his wall greeting him and saying that I'll be waiting for him. Yeah, we do have plans of him coming over our house (I mentioned it at my other post, right?). So, when he replied, you can't just remove the smile on my face. Same thing as awhile ago when I said thanks to him. He liked it and commented. Haha! Such a little thing but it do mean a thing to me.. and I appreciate it. :) I hope he'll be like that this year.. do know how to reply in FB. Hehe! I just see it as being sweet. :)

Air

Okay, I admit it, I was looking into his profile awhile ago. I just remember him and thought about checking out his FB. Hehe! Anyhoo, it's the same with my other exes, even though we don't talk with each other anymore, I just wanna know what's going on around them. I'm just curious, you know. :)

Last time I checked his profile was last month, I guess. Or was it November? Can't remember clearly, though. But during that time, he's still in a relationship and I guess, they're more than a year already. I don't know how long but looks like they've been for so long. Anyway, when I checked it awhile ago, I think they broke up already because of another girl. Hmmm.. I wanted to ask him what happened with his relationship but I'm stopping myself to do so. I don't need to do that. What for? There's no sense on me having communication with him anymore.

Yeah, he's my first true love, I guess. Actually, my heart is broken into two on whether he's my first TL or it's the second guy after him. Hmmm.. Let's say, he's my first serious relationship. Maybe that's the reason why he still have this space on my heart. But don't get me wrong, okay? I don't have any feelings for him anymore. Maybe if I'll see him, my heart will skip a beat but that's just it. I'm not a fool to think of going into relationship with him anymore. I was just thinking.. you know.. stuffs. :)

Anyway.. let him be.

Baby Aliveeeee!!

OH YES! Ever since I wanna have a doll that looks like real. And this Baby Alive? It just sum it all! It do cry, eat and poop! Isn't it just marvelous? Haha! Last month, R and I went to Toy Kingdom to check it out. According to Buttercup, it costs P3,500 since they bought her daughter one. But when we asked Toy Kingdom for one, they're out of stock already! :( Their December stock was all gone last November. They're not sure when this January that they'll be having the doll again. Oh well, I still don't have money for that.. but even though!

And yeah, when we were at the store, we saw another Baby Alive but it just keep on jumping. It's a baby that wanna get out of her playpen. Haha! Cute but not that enough for me. LOL Just jumping? That's it? No way I'm gonna buy that. :P

I just remember about posting Baby Alive because my cousin just posted on my wall that there's Baby Alive in Canada and she remembered that I like to have one. Actually, it's not like.. it's LOOOOVE! I remember how I want a very big teddy bear before. That even though it's pointless or there's nothing that I'll get if I got one, I still want one. I looooong for it for so long. When did I started wanting it? I guess, back in high school and it's just last year that I have one. And hey, Kisses will be turning a year older next month. So, I guess Baby Alive would be like Kisses. I wanted it for so long but I got it even after 4 years or so! I just wish that my dear cousing will buy one for me. Yeah, WISH! I don't think she's gonna buy one for me. I think it's still costly there and she don't have the money yet. Hahaha!

Another night to morning with you :x

Good Morning! Oh yeah, I really had a good night sleep! But was it really a night sleep? It was like a nap only. Haha! Anyhoo, as I said on my previous blab, we woke up late at night and then watched A Very Long Engagement. After that.. CUDDLE! I sooo love cuddling! Not only the cuddle part but more about the hugging and talking. Haha! It was quite messy last night, anyhoo. :)) There was sooo many things that happened that I hope I can write here but it will be TMI. But I really love it! Especially the.. ARGH! No spilling of explicit information! Hahahahaha! I rather stop now before I kept on telling you what happened last night. LOL

Actually, after the deed, we were alive and kicking that I went online and blab like 3 posts? And he was reading. Once I was done with the posts, tagged! I was the one reading and he's the one online. But after that, we went back to bed and more cuddle! It's more of the cuddle that we were talking to each other and playing around. We were just teasing each other, talking about stuffs until we got sleepy. I was actually planning to tease him more when I got really sleepy, and he did too by around 5AM, I guess?

Once we woke up by the sound of my alarm, we walked around to buy pandesal. After that, we decided to eat breakfast at Jollibee. It was fun and nice having to wake up beside him and eat breakfast with him. You know the feeling that you're just so contented with your life? You're so happy that he's just there beside you. I remember saying to him that I wish he's always there beside me whenever I woke up and whenever I go to sleep. But I don't wanna get married yet! Haha! Even though mom and her husband kept on asking if we're getting married already since we're almost living together. Sheesh! We just wanna abuse the time together, you know? We just wanna be with each other as long as time permitted. Especially know that school will resume this week. He'll be busy as hell again! I do understand but of course, I'm still worrying our time together. But I'll be thinking what he'll be telling me.. that he always make it a point that we don't lose time for each other. Isn't it just sweet? Oh boyfriend, I really love you so much! :x

Idk. I'm full of love right now. Was it because I woke up with you by my side? With you having that big smile on your face once you turn on the lights? Hahaha! I'm really happy and so contented right now. :)

I wonder if you'll be dropping my place more often than before. Is that what will happen this year? Last year was more of me going to your place. Will our weekends consists of you staying here on Saturdays and you leaving Sunday morning? It'll be fine with me as long as you're with me. I know there will be lot of restrictions but isn't it more challenging? Haha! I wonder why our love lasts this long. There are times that I just can't believe it. I feel proud that I can lasts this long with a guy.. especially you. Maybe because it's what I really want, what do you think?

Moving on, Mom was happy with the cake and was thankful. We really need to work on Mom, you know? Like I want to gain her trust that you and me will be together forever and she'll be fine with that. Know that? I know you're fine with her but I want her to feel the calmness that nothing will happen bad as long as I'm with you.

Hey, I'm thinking of saying something to you. Idk if I mentioned it to you already but anyway, I'm still not sure if I'm gonna say it to you because you may not want to come over again our place. Her husband kept on saying that we should get married already if we're living together. He don't believe that nothing's happening to us whenever you do sleepover here. Mom do trust me, us, but since he keeps on saying things, she can't stop herself to think about it. I know we should just stop the setup that we have to ease their feelings but, it's just the same if I stay there, right? Isn't more assuring if I'm here at our place? They can see what we're doing and stuffs. I'm not sure when will I say it to you.. I don't want you to stop going here. :s

DATE: Bike Ride

I should change the other post "WANT: Skate" to "DATE: Ice Skating". Haha! Anyhoo, never mind. As long as I posted it, it's good to go.

I was reading "Around the World in 80 Dates" awhile ago when I though about wanting to do bike rides. In the book, Jen loves to walk or ride a bike whenever she wants to think of something or she needs to do some decision making. It makes sense, really. When other girls just wanted to talk about their problems, other just want to think about it for themselves and walking or riding a bike are good options whenever you want to decide things.

I used to do biking at our place when I was young. But when you think of how crowded it is right now, you can't just take a bike anymore here without thinking of cars and mainly people that you will stumble upon. It will not be an easy bike ride, you know? So, I thought of (more of daydreaming) having a nice bike trail when we do have a home of our own already. When we're (boyfriend and I) do have a family already, I wanna live in a subdivision wherein you can really go biking without thinking of a lot of distraction or things that will make you stop. Or, a park will be fine with me. As long as there's a place near wherein I can stroll for a walk or go biking. It's a good exercise for the body and mind, aye?

But that's far-fetched already. That's very futuristic, isn't it? As for now, I just want a bike ride date since we're still a couple. And.. there's only one place that I know wherein we can do that: QC Circle. There's a specific place there wherein all you can see are bikes! Bikes for kids, adults or teens. I really wish we can go there. When will that be? Hmm.. it should be in the near future! Or let's say, this year! =D

First Day of the Year

You know what they say about first day of the year? That whatever you do on January 1st, that's what you'll be doing for the rest of the year.

Just a recap, what did I do last January 1, 2010? Oh well, I went to my boyfriend's place after my shift, we had a fight and he followed me until he got into the bus with me even though he only have 100 bucks on his pocket. To make up, we went to a motel and you-know-what. Eventually, we had fun and was in good terms when we parted when his parents were looking for him already. Hehe! So for last year, when I look back to it right now, it was more of a kiss and make up thing that happened to us. Oh yes, we have a lot of fights but we were able to make up and fix it all. Of course, that's why we're still together. :P

Going back to the present, yesterday, since it's 3:36 AM already on January 2, what did I do? Hmm.. I went online once I woke up. Read. Clean the room a lil bit. Read again. Wait for boyfriend to come over my place. Ate with boyfriend. Sleeeeeeep with boyfriend. And woke up for dinner. So, for the most part of the day, I was online and slept with boyfriend. Does that suppose to mean that I'll be online and sleeping the whole year? Hahaha! That would be nice.. as long as I'll be with boyfriend for the rest of the year. That's what happened last year, I believe that will happen as well. :D

I'll update you next year what happened for the year 2011.. if I remember to post here. Hahaha!

A Very Long Engagement

It's really a nice movie. Something about hoping and trusting in your instincts. It's funny and cute how she say things that if this will happen, my wish will happen. It makes your hopes high, isn't it?

And yeah, I really waited for boyfriend to come over and have the time to watch it before I watch it. I promised myself that I'll be watching it with him and it was worthy. :) I wonder how many movies will we watch together. I hope... a lot! We're not that into watching movies.. like how his sisters are addicted to. But I hope that this year, we'll be more of movie buffs! Just thinking about it, I remember that The Gulliver's Travel 3D will be showing next week already. I wanna watch it! But.. we need to save for our Star City date next week as well. Hmmm..

Hey, got a trivia for you. Know what? I never been to Star City! Just like I always said, I'm an Enchanted Kingdom baby.. and not Star City! I've been to the former Boom na Boom as well but really not Star City.. even though it's nearer. I don't know. Maybe because of it's open hours? It usually opens on an afternoon til midnight. Unlike EK that opens as early as 10am.

Anyhoo, back to A Very Long Engagement, will I really feel that? That kind of feeling that you do know in your heart if your partner is still alive or not? That if he died, you'll know as well? Maybe it's the connection between you two. I don't know, but maybe I'll feel that as well. Why am I into romantics, lately? Haha! The book that I'm reading, "Around the World in 80 Dates" is about love as well. It's about a girl looking for her soul mate. And due to this, I'm wondering as well. Did I find my soul mate already? Is it my beloved boyfriend? I bet so. I really feel that he's "The One". They said that you'll feel it as well. That there's this connection between you two that you can't hide. That you have the same body language and you two tends to finish each sentences. I don't know if we both have that kind of thing. But I really feel that he's "The One". Please let him be?

Hahaha! I'm becoming such a romantic again.. revolving my world about love. Isn't it just wonderful?

P.S. If you're reading this boyfriend, or if in case you stumble upon this blog of mine again, please always remember that I love you. I really do. :) Kiss me once your done reading this, okay? Just to let me know that you read it. Haha! I'm just wondering when will that be. :)