Twisted.

Maybe it's just my period. Or maybe there's something else. Err. I don't know. I'm not in the mood. Or let's say, I'm in such a very moody state right now. I feel like I'm such a crazy biatch. Hahaha! I want attention... but I don't want anybody to care about me. Hell, right? Damn stupid and hard to understand too. X___x

On Saturday, it will be our 8th monthsary. I don't know what will happen. I won't expect. Promise, I'll try my very best not to expect anything from him. Errrr. Good luck with me.

If I can only be honest at this time, my hopes are high. I'm very much hoping that our 8th monthsary would be a nice monthsary. We do know our 7th was not that good, right? That's why I'm scared to expect anything. Butttt.. I do know. Let's say, I'm really that hopeless chick who will always hope that someday, I will feel that I'm the girl that needs to be pleased. I dunno. Random stuffs going on my mind. I feel... nothing.

What will really happen? Sometimes, I want something new to happen. Sometimes, I'm tired of all this setup. I just want to be free. Free from every hassle schedule that we have. I just want to have that day that I won't be worrying for the next hours. Tara, roadtrip tayo! Ahaha. :) But I know it's impossible. :(