(32) Expectations.

When I first saw this, I didn't like it. I was thinking that it's very summer-y (if there is such a word). But when it was part of the sale, oh hell! P100 is really not wasting money. So, I expected that it will be nice.. or maybe hope?

When I got it already, I was disappointed coz it's very see through! Yeah, the white tube isn't included and I haven't thought about that. But when I tried to fit it last night, voila! It's magic. :) It fits me well and is very good for the summer! I'm excited to wear this on the beach! Though I wore it last night at the office already. Hahaha! And yeah, super see through! But damn, I feel sexy. :)

Anyhoo, the left picture is from the online FB account while on the left picture was me wearing it. And yes, I really did not include my face. Bleh :P

(31) Back with CTT Courses.

Yeah, after almost one month, I'm back! Did you miss me blog? :)

Me? I missed you. I missed sharing my everyday event with you.

And yeah, don't get jealous with my Starbucks planner because I wasn't able to fill up things with her as well. :(

Planners are not allowed inside our production floor at the office anymore. BOOO!!

Anyhoo, here's what I got for being back..

My CTT courses! I still don't have my planner, it's still not uploaded at *insert-the-name-of-my-employer-here* University.

And yeah, even though my boss already sent me the sample courses or what it looks like, non-sense. I tried searching for it at the catalog or web courses but it's not there. =|

After me getting excited to start my CTT courses!! :(

(30) PAF.

Finally, I'm done with 3 PAFs! Those are due for March 21 but sadly, I just finished it this weekend. Hehe! I still have 1 more pending but I'll be doing it later. Unfortunately, my agent did not pass and won't have any increase at all. I'll still be checking later at work if I can still do something about it. =s

*sigh* It's hard to do PAFs, you know? It's hard not to give the agent an increase if their grade wasn't enough and was not able to reach the quota. I know it's fair to not increase them but if you do know that they are doing their part to hit their target, no need to get selfish and give them the increase! Especially if they did not receive any before.. I don't know if I'm just being kind or what but.. whatever! I'll give it as long as I can! I don't need to be bitter now since I keep on receiving increase every time it's applicable to me. :)

I just wish that they see my effort and keep on doing their best. :)

(29) Bad dream.

I have a lot of pending posts. It's all on my mind.. and the pics are on my cp/pc. It's all there.. but I can't seem to find time to post one. >_<

And now, I just need to blog this. Argh!

I had a dream awhile ago.. as in, just awhile ago since I just woke up. >_< R and I were at the swimming pool or park.. I can't vividly remember. It was actually my cousin and I first. They were teasing me about removing my shorts so that I'll just be wearing my two-piece. I was a bit shy first then afterwards, I'm on my two-piece already and swimming. After that, R entered the scene and we were swimming. Then, a group of three girls entered the scene and noticed R. Sooner or later, they were talking to R already but they are calling him "Keith". R told them he's currently studying and his course is CM - Chemical Engineering which is incorrect because he's taking up Industrial Engineering. He told them that he's studying at La Salle Dasma, and that's a fact. Then the girl said, "Are you really Keith? The one on the picture?" And R remember a picture that the girl might have picked up. Here goes the part that I think it happened in the park because it's not feasible to find a picture on the swimming pool, right? Then, they were talking as if they are old friends. >_<

During those times, I was just there, keep on roaming around. It's like in the swimming pool, the edge of it, I just keep on walking there. I'm not letting R notice me but I'm on guard on whatever they were talking about. And it all ended up with R enjoying his talk with that girl and me just keep on roaming and watching. T_T

Bad dream.. bad dream.. BAD DREAM!! :(

Please.. let that not happen. Please don't let R have another girl aside from me. :(

I know it's just a dream.. but.. but.. =(

(28) Doll Shoes.

Mom's doll shoes that fits me. I used this before but unfortunately, after a day of using it, the design fell and Mom needed to have it glued. Thus her saying, "Wala talagang tumatagal na sapatos sa'yo." Hehe!

I don't know what's with my feet but any footwear really don't last. Maybe because of it's enormous size and it's bump? (Argh. Basta ung bukol sa gilid!!) Seriously, to tell you honestly, I don't like my feet. I hate it. That's one part of my body that I don't really like. It's big for a girl like me, size 9!, and it's thin.

I'm just thankful that R don't have foot fetish. And whenever I talk about it with him, he's always ready with an answer that my feet is not ugly and that he can even kiss it. LOL

As for the doll shoes, I wore it for 2 consecutive days already and I'm still waiting for the design to fall. :))